i can honestly say now i know what it feels like to truly love someone

even though you are with her, i still love you.


because i want you to be with her, if that is what makes you happy.

whatever you want, whatever makes you the happiest that you can be, i want that for you.

even though you took a piece of me i can never get back. even though you shattered me into a million pieces. even though i will never ever get over you.

all i want is for you to be happy.

because i love you so fucking much.


gettin real tired of my own bullshit


your tumblr is one of those things that you want everyone to see but at the same time you never want to show it to anyone


everything personal


well that would be upsetting

you could do so much better.


Losing your mum never gets easier. Ever. There’s always something you want to share. Graduation, wedding day, first child being born.
I don’t want any of these things because she isn’t here
In teen years you sort of push it to the back of your mind because we are so focused on the acceptance of our peers and figuring out who the hell we are that we neglect our family.
But entering your 20s is when life starts to really begin.
You start a career. You finish university or college or whatever. You start a life for yourself
Man. And it is so fucking sad and scary to not have your mum there to share it with

"The only way out of the labyrinth of suffering is to forgive."